fcuk this

Sunday, June 28, 2009

i've been sleeping for the whole day ;P haha ;x was supposed to be at st/james tonight with miow + co's .. well.. LOLOL . sorry !! hope you enjoy there ; )

Sunday - Steamboat BBQ ! YUMYUM
though ive been eating alot i dont seems to put on any weight WTF!
Monday- seeing samantha eh? HAHA

THATS ALL FOR TODAY HOPFULLY I LIVE TO SEE ANOTHER DAY AHHA!
HINTHINT

fuk u , your such a bitch . just die !

1:52 AM
i miss you, so much.nah

Saturday, June 27, 2009

as title , had dinner at 216 .
BBQ CHICKEN WINGS
then some ice cream miowie intro one .
arrgg the taste still in my mouth .
YUMYUM lei eat liao SHIOK SHIOK!

after that accompany miowie to yewtee _@#*$()@#*$ . ;x
miowie big bully go find other guy throw me one side . HOW CAN !
i was like waiting alone for like so long! =X LOL

after that supper at 302.

5 of us went limchukang after supper around 3am . 5 person 1 cabby .XD
Pick Durian's whos ideal sia?
its really dark and we only got like 1 tweenie weenie touch light luckily we met some passerby
lol i jus cant imagine 5 of us sharing one touch light .
AHAH WE SAW THIS WILD BORE SO YUMMY .

FEON EH DRUNK SAD DEN FIND ME LEI _|_.

nb so much things happen ._.
officially broke
had 18 ciggs in 6 hrs .

though i got freedom, company form great friends ...
i still feel something missing.

i really want to ask you.
are you happier with your life now?.
better off w/o me ?.

life's different.

7:35 AM
i miss you, so much.nah

Friday, June 26, 2009

i miss you . come back . =(
♥ It isn't easy to find someone whom you truly love.

7:41 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Thursday, June 25, 2009

i cant sleep . shit . shit . shit 11am omg.

10:57 AM
i miss you, so much.nah

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

im still bloody awake !
its 9 , YES 9AM IN THE FUKING MORNING !
SUPER HYPER ACTIVE " YO " .
just learn this " yo " " yo " stuff form Samantha HAHA .
YO OK YO . YO COOL YO . !
how interesting LOL!

anyway today is a very " ahem " day .
i guess i cannot go in detail just say hell lots of fun . HAHA

you know girls this day , sigh . speechless ; ]

PLEASE RAIN .

9:03 AM
i miss you, so much.nah

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

wahaha
for the past month today is the earliest day im home !
its 5 in the morning ;)
im so proud of myself yea .LOL!
miowie will be back in about 6 more hours .
miss her company alot .

alot of thing to blog lei somehow i just forget alot of thing .

was walking back home alone and i saw a
" BAT " FEAKING BIG BAT FLEW PASS ME
dont know why suddenly think of the incident we had at changi hospital
, im still wondering the ghost follow who back.choi.

AH FUK I CANT RMB ANYTHING ABOUT YESTERDAY .
besides what i makan T_T

eh noddles ? 2 burger ... lol cant rmb anyshit .

TODAY

had dinner at cck mac
saw merylyn " typo " at tw mac . 3 years no see ; )
shld have taken her number or something LOL!

what i markan

MC SPICY MEAL + KOKA NOODLES + CHAR SIEW CHEE CHONG FANG and alot ciggs.

have been eating alot hoping to build better body size and of cause smoking like breathing air recently
so ... i brought 2 packets HAHAHAHA .

saw alot of " YP " young immature brats go eat some grass la fresh beans .
seriously youself think your " cool "
and that is if your " COOL " , which is no .
this sentence abit chim right ?

BCAC - BUAY COOL ACT COOL .

lastly .
reira i hope your feeling better .
otherwise tml steamboat no you no fun
sibo ? ; ))

and

.....
im glad your doing well . your happy im happy =)))

5:24 AM
i miss you, so much.nah

Monday, June 22, 2009

bike sibo ok lo i go enroll le . _|_

10:40 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Sunday, June 21, 2009

is there anyone there that actually understand me at all ? .

its fathers day.
mum said dad fell down , hurt badly .
but he refused to see doctor .
im to blame? .

i fuking hate you seriously .

9:14 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Saturday, June 20, 2009

7:42 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

as usual home at sunrise
cheated down to reira place ;x wheres bestie?!!
LOLOLOLOLOL

let me share something about my diet recently
SI BEI YAO AHH!

had dinner around 10 at 163 .

1 bowl of slice fish noodles + a place of charsiew zhu chang feng

around 1am

chicken burger

around 6 in the morning
2 eggs + a slice of bread + a cup of tea AND LASTLY charsiew zhu chang feng

to me its alot . i just feel like eating .

have been smoking alot recently

i guess my body is slowly failing me bits by bits , little by little .

sigh ,its lame or rather weird asking myself why am i doing this ?

thank's for the company today .
reira,ben,wq,lt,cb

7:27 AM
i miss you, so much.nah

Friday, June 19, 2009

"illusion never change to something real
a dream will never be a dream if it was real "

was out last night again
thanks bros
xr,deep
DEEP especially
i shall mention you here in my so not awesome blog

its been months since i see you well yea
thanks for making yourself free yesterday
thanks for the company
thanks for the words
thanks for everything

though....
i hated you for loving her !
( kidding )

its nice to see old friends once in awhile sit back talk about the past
talk about what we did
silly things we did
ahhh it was enjoyable .

haha and its deep ever first experience riding on a bike .

slack all the way till 4am ? =|

went home i guess i slp around 8? in the morning .

random stuff

i don't need alot friends , just true friends.
where the fuck are you
Dont just see blindly with your eyes
i dont think i have much time left
this i promise you
i cant believe this is happening to me
..

TO : clara

i hope we clear those little misunderstanding between us.

good luck all the best .

i just finally begin to see the real you .

4:45 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Thursday, June 18, 2009

DAYS ARE NOT EVEN GETTING BETTER
which idiot tell me TIME HEALS.

i cant imagine how my days are like ...
mist..

4:10 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

i rather not know anything , seriously .
nv ever expected a girl could ruin all of our friendship's.
the one who added fuels and top it up with your lies
thank's .

seriously you know NUTS about me
no doubt your such a devil . i shall not mention who ever he/she is .
next time i will just ignore everything .

.
a medium pre-predicted everything .

2weeks back *
medium ; go out at night sure get in to trouble
medium ; dont keep listen to what people say
medium ; you will get involved with police thing

ytd
medium ; you almost kana wack by 7-8 people few days back

thanks for being there " god " .

It wont do both of u good this way..is running away from reality..Be strong to face it...and u will get a unexpected outcome

7:17 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

yarwns

8:54 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

i was talking to ben yesterday hey we have been out like almost everynight .
nono infact everynight .
i lost track of the day's.
not knowing anything is so much fun

though somethings did happen
i try to set things right , i guess too much misunderstanding
nvm , at least i know who are the " steady " ones.
this msg really cheer me up tons .

"hehe , i still dote on you although i always whack you okay"
coming out form a ahlian .( kinder joy girl ) AHAHA!
THANK'S, THOUGH YOU HURT ME LIKE ALOT .

i love being home late " early" sleep jitao nxt day 6pm liao
repeated process for the past few days .

honesty im not sad over friends issue
you know after quarrel's we will understand each other better .
whos there , and who's not .
im not going to hear what each other say
i just have to believe single one of them
afterall trust is the hardest to build
and also the hardest to maintain
i just hope they also trust me alittle

"god" warned me before
if i wanna go out late at night prepare to get in to trouble lor
please be with me
ill be a good boy.

lastly ,
deep sorry wasnt able to help out in the event's
i hope you understand.

Down on fever
go out ?
yes , no

5:49 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Monday, June 15, 2009

crazy night , body damm sticky
puke all over the place ( thanks reira )
wanted to bath just too lazy
fighting over a girl is totally not worth it .
honesty say wad gum next time things sure more complicated
i dont know if you guys see this
its fuking dumb
i regard you as friend , i dont know why it hurts that bad ..

disappointed , yes disappointed about myself .
no more night life
no more smoking
no more drinking .

so much things to say , so much things i cannot say .. blah wadeva nonsense .

maybe being alone suits me better .

why when everything starts to get better .......
is disappointed.

5:41 AM
i miss you, so much.nah

Saturday, June 13, 2009

just home 8.40am to be exact .
i dont know how to describe my day

HAPPY ? yes .
SAD ? yes .

4 of cus
xr,sh,lw

win a couple of bucks at turf city
horse racing was damn exciting
2:3 rounds
ended at 10.30

head over 163 for supper

i saw this girl , she left a very very deep impression in me
the very first girl that i wanted to know her that badly
she look like one of my ex.
well , yea obviously rejected
reasons she say shes older than me . blah.
thanks Edmund for you effort though.
she left .
continue slacking for another 30mins
i told myself
maybe she at b.plaza mac lei ? maybe i will see her again lei .
then again she just had her supper at 163 she will go plaza mac mah?
surprising she really at plaza mac
LOL
maybe Clara was right i too hamji .
the only thing i know about her
nee ann poly student
damn regretted , at least msn or something would do .
image of you stuck deep down my head .

went for a lan gaming session at ten mile
slack all the way till ben arrive
unpleasant things happen .
.....

my leg hurts .. its bleeding part of my nails came off , ouch .
mere cuts scratches is nothing
what hurt most is my heart ..

mum , im sorry i know i have been going home late
i know your worried , i know what its like to be
thinking of someone
caring for someone
when that someone just freaking don't give a damn about it
i need company .
give me abit time .
abit more .

i just hope that someone will be there when i need .
someone that give me the feeling like what she used to give me
please come soon .

lastly .
i hope your throat is better , i never ever though of hurting you .

im not myself .
i wonder why it hurts so bad today
maybe something bad happen

thank's for those who care .

8:41 AM
i miss you, so much.nah

Friday, June 12, 2009

" i just need someone that will laugh at my lamest joke "
in another words love me .
even though my jokes are cold & lame , she will still laugh at it .
thats love .LOL

maybe you simply dont understand it , well yea..

and sorry for ruining you birthday bbq ,
next time you wanna invite people or whoever it is
dont add
" dont say i never invite you all " .
bucs of a few parwns
" I GOT ONE FWEN HAVEN EAT LEI "
" GIF U ALL IS A WASTE "

and im not jealous , CARE AS A FRIEND .
i just hope you got good company
your old friends here all know you so long , you fuk them up as if...wadever
what i cant get over my heart ?
laughs.

wed , meet up wif co's xr,ben,sh,miow,sotong went lot1 pasar malam den headed to clara bdae
after that head over old changi hospital
16 people , 14 went in .
erm .. lol.
very disappointing day .

thursday, 163 wif ben,sotong,l.t,miow for supper LOL
went back to ben hse .
sh, edmund drop by
slack till 6 in the morning

im childish .
i just hope the next time we " meet " again , no more quarreling etc.

IM OFF TO BUAR PEI LIAO , HOPFULLY I EARN SOME FAST CASH FOR TONIGHT !
wish me luck !

4:47 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Thursday, June 11, 2009

yea im always at fault . blah what ever .

i just need someone that will laugh at my lamest joke .

seriously your really childish too.

10:17 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

quoted form feonie

Sometimes two people have to fall apart to realise how much they need to fall back together (:

12:19 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

ur too beautiful to describe...i think ur an angel

12:19 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

heres the solo post about feon , popo requested ;x
knowing you for the pasts months
being with you was great
all this time i was thinking , hey are you my fated soulmate
though you hug , kiss
or even slpt with others on bed
i dont mind
because somehow i jus simply love the way you are not who you are .
i enjoy your neh buaying my face
those little things that drive me high
and again
you may be such a whore , bitch slut
but hey i love you .
Beyond words
Beyond imagination

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

12:04 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Monday, June 8, 2009

SUPER BORING LEI .

sat night , went drinking under ben's blk with teck , mioow , ben , bing .

heh it was fun , well.. maybe .

im slowly addicted to drinking little by little bits by bits

even though i vomited & the hangover suk's , am still enjoying it .

yesterday afternoon slack with miow,ben .
went home
then
went back to the same place , slack again wif xuanrui at night .

i counted within 24 hrs i been his place for like 6-7 times .
like woah .

today ._. , rot whole day at home meeting ben for awhile soon . WEEET .

i always wanted the best for you , you always doubt me .
thinking i wanna harm you etc .

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i don't know what to do
im always in the dark

8:23 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Sunday, June 7, 2009

AHHH
VODKA + RED BULL + BEER = SOCK'S

i miss that cat sioh .

tada wadda blahba

3:57 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Saturday, June 6, 2009

IM HOME AGAIN ,
imagine walking all the way form farjar to tenmile 3 times and twice back .
going 4th later KEKE .

( lighting to cover my flaws) =x
ok there my bone my ribcage ..
im not a hairy guy

ok i admit im damm skinny
people do changes over time
everything remains
the only changes is what that is in the heart

i bet no one catch what im trying to say
abit chim right or in another word too dumb to understand ?
HAHA AM KIDDING

i love prank calling people
im " you"
im "me"
yea thats me actually .
dont hate me k

all those people i call damm fierce
" hello who are you , im not in a good mood right now, fuck "
LOL

wanted to upload some pics i took
bluetooth not working
cable missing

oh well..

OK WRKING ALREADY

gangster bike
White + purple

accident ._.

left Alan , Alex,Ben , meowie

piglet with helm xD

me & whoever it is .
AA

11:38 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

abit misleading , double click for a clearer image.

Friday , after school we head towards singapore poly to see mei mei LOL
late evening went bugis to grab xuan's bike stuff .
dinner at senja grand wif xuans co .
zao here zao there
wanted to go BQ & DBL O .
ah bugets.
slack wif miowie ,ben,sh at tw ,had abit of beers .
[ miowie owe us crabs ] .
AND FOR THE LAST TIME STOP CALLING ME SKINNY .

today go gamble horse at kranji ._. .
miowie predicted all wrong =X
weak.

home swit home will be seeing xr later

Happy Bdae Javier & speedy recovery xr.

lastly .
FEED ME WITH LOVE !

6:46 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Thursday, June 4, 2009

fainted in school today
was it low blood pressure ?

had a really short basketball game ,
wasnt feeling really well
on the way to cafeteria ,
theres this sudden pain in my head
quickly sit on the nearest chair ,
was so exhausted .
those that know me should know that i hardly sweat
wah lan eh machiam kana drench under the rain
boxers machiam urine on it so wet
LOL
feel like vomiting so quickly walk out my eyes suddenly went blank couldnt see whats around me bang on this wall twice ._.
my legs bcum like jelly~ wiggles
heng i got good pals , they ran out and shower me wif love
LOL
,THANKS HOR Special thanks to Pals jiexun,xuan,jinli .
and
RED BULL

i feel so weak.

wheres the me .

had 6 pieces of BREAD for dinner . arg long story .

im utter uper ultra super disappointed ...

tml friday , hopfully ..
no drinking, i needa save up abit.

a piece of good news , HAHA MAY SOUND LIKE A JOKE TO YOU ALL THOUGH

Form
"relationship with feon "
to
" married to feon"

11:05 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

jialet , pon 2 days school monday & wed .
MY GRADES AINT IMPROVING NOT EVEN A SINGLE BIT

Thursday , chill with meowie gao ben alan .
why am i always being bullied =(
and meowie if you read this
STOP CALLING ME SKINNY
LOL.

went to this weighting machine
guess my weight !
BLOODY PAD
AM 45 KG
really need to do something about it
and yea that weight gainer stuff better works lik magic
otherwise i have to consult dog'tor ,
lets hope there isint any worm in my stomach .eek

today
fixed xuan's left signal light, phew .
dinner at tenmile with alex,alan,xuan,ben
that alan had 2 bugers , 5 siew mai and a plate of dunno wad rice
woah .
i wish i could take that much in

have been home late lately
me : marmie i wan a bike!
mum: aiya you also not guai if not no problem

anyone free next monday xpically tuesday ? XD

12:18 AM
i miss you, so much.nah

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

yep , My very first clubbing event's that ill be involved!
who needs extra cash ?

currently seeking for 30 people or more
to sell tickets

12:22 AM
i miss you, so much.nah

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

If you love something,
let it go.
If it comes back to you,
its yours forever.
If it doesnt,
then it was never meant to be.

8:16 AM
i miss you, so much.nah