just home 8.40am to be exact .
i dont know how to describe my day

HAPPY ? yes .
SAD ? yes .

4 of cus
xr,sh,lw

win a couple of bucks at turf city
horse racing was damn exciting
2:3 rounds
ended at 10.30

head over 163 for supper

i saw this girl , she left a very very deep impression in me
the very first girl that i wanted to know her that badly
she look like one of my ex.
well , yea obviously rejected
reasons she say shes older than me . blah.
thanks Edmund for you effort though.
she left .
continue slacking for another 30mins
i told myself
maybe she at b.plaza mac lei ? maybe i will see her again lei .
then again she just had her supper at 163 she will go plaza mac mah?
surprising she really at plaza mac
LOL
maybe Clara was right i too hamji .
the only thing i know about her
nee ann poly student
damn regretted , at least msn or something would do .
image of you stuck deep down my head .

went for a lan gaming session at ten mile
slack all the way till ben arrive
unpleasant things happen .
.....

my leg hurts .. its bleeding part of my nails came off , ouch .
mere cuts scratches is nothing
what hurt most is my heart ..

mum , im sorry i know i have been going home late
i know your worried , i know what its like to be
thinking of someone
caring for someone
when that someone just freaking don't give a damn about it
i need company .
give me abit time .
abit more .


i just hope that someone will be there when i need .
someone that give me the feeling like what she used to give me
please come soon .



lastly .
i hope your throat is better , i never ever though of hurting you .


im not myself .
i wonder why it hurts so bad today
maybe something bad happen

thank's for those who care .