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Monday, September 21, 2009

20'09 2009 [ 2009 2009 ]

my birthday happens to fall on the most special day of the year , just notice it though LOL.
oh ...

not forgetting Clara ,Deep,Reira,jinli & weijie for wishing me as well .

And thanks for being there last night and yea i love the cake , yummlicious .

Levall,Xuanrui,Shihao,David,Ben,Pei Xian & Hui Tong .

a big

THANKS
to every single one of you

12:58 AM
i miss you, so much.nah

Saturday, September 19, 2009

went jb this noon , got my shisha . personal shisha haha now i can smoke whenever i want just great !

seems that my mum completely forgotten my bdae .
aiya no angbao tak egg meesua eat pork leg chew =((

Guess my bdae wish ? LOL

im going sbw beach alone i guess ! so excited lol .. should i bring tent or not abit bulky lei hmm maybe groundsheet will be fine ...

sigh.

11:06 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

The only thing that keeps me alive..
Is my crushed twisted little dream..
That someday..
I might make it out, alright..

do you rmb?

7:28 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Friday, September 18, 2009

Mon

had bbq at bugis with awesome people

from right
TONG,DUS,DOSE,DOPE,DAZ,DOG,LEVALL,DAVID,XIAN

brought 2 gift's for myself a cactus keychain & a blue alien softtoy'keychain

tuesday

Cmpb , temp drop to pes D for 3month's ..
why?..

after that went shopping alone
very first time i shop alone ... lol zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

WED

ting&xr gf tong drop by bukit panjan "surprised" .
thank's for coming down all the way till sunrise =D
bukit panjan sure is boring right ?

Thursday

went in Malaysia for nearly 12hour's

met 2 guy they kana accident at Malaysia poor fellow's hope ya doing well now.

since Tuesday i have been thinking how i celebrated my bdae last year
i've got no clues ....

There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go.
...

4:26 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I hate what you've made me, a crazy freak in love with someone who doesn't even care, a person that will always be there, whenever you need me just go ahead and call, cause i wont let you down, after all your the one thing in life i cant live without

5:13 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Monday, September 14, 2009

awesome dream .

oh im not working this whole week . Have to go cmpb alone tml sigh so far so early ...... hais
Yesterday someone told me did anyone tell you before you look lik " wu zhun " ?
i was like is that an insult ? . i replied her if i look wu zhun already got gf liao ..LOL.zzz

sigh dont know want go bugis not , stay home sian . go have to go alone summore .

You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You've kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has to come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about it.

why ...

2:07 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Thursday, September 10, 2009

ok how " heng " yesterday went in malaysia step tio dead bird nvm and i was like " hey how come the floor so soft " ... today kana birdshit . took at long bath .. fuk ..

after exams went work stright .. ah i think i might do well in this exam .

its great day at work though more new fwens . and yea.. her

random stuff again me talk dunno wad

ok . we were talking about being single and in r/s the advantage's etc

i guess being attach is good also la someone that will always be by yourside share your burden sayang you etc .

when your single . sad , stress wadeva it is .. is your own problem .
blah blah .

nites.

i wanna see you suffer in pain .
ah.

1:02 AM
i miss you, so much.nah

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

ok im off today have to study tml exams . and

you fail to entertain me miserably.

1:36 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Sunday, September 6, 2009

finally handed in my frigging Web Tech Project ! left another report im done !
and yea great exams this coming wed despite that im working tml , super broke now . Working Location Will be at Yishun,BukitPanjan,Parkway,Yishun . 1 full month of work!
i haven been going for my bike lessons stuck at 1.03 , lazy lor .
and yea cant wait to start work so enjoyable though the long hours of standing really strains me up alittle . Still considering this wed going St.James or Butter any suggestion ?

i want to be better .. i want to be successful .
what ever it is ive to compelete my bike first by this year .
then ... HAHA

im going for a yamaha brand new bike r15 , 6k bike price + etc around 7.5k .
downpayment should be around 1.8k i suppose ? =\ hmm...
very nice ride smaller version of R1

2 weeks more to my birthday
super busy with so much things lately
the last trip to beach is around feb . more than half a year nv go liao .
family friends , the next closest thing to me is the beach of cause .
I have always loved the beach. The smell of the salty water, the wind in my face, the gentle roar of the waves all combine to create a sense of peace and calm
thought of setting up tent there and relax the day myself alone
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away
cant wait !! =DD

i want to walk at night along the beach, writing bad blank verse and searching endlessly for someone wonderful who would step out of the darkness and change my life.

brain nt functioning again . gotta study
bye for now
so wrong / sigh
gonna shut this blog soon for good .

5:41 PM
i miss you, so much.nah

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

despite being held back by so much stuff's im still enjoying my day playing games and going malaysia once in every few days . I not very Happy the way im in now .. Project due a week ago try to prefect it just dont feel so ' motivated ' . Finishing a frigging project in a night is crazy .
Hey im still gaming LOL . Ive choose this route whats ever ahead i will faced it now heads on ..

my bdae coming soon. sigh.. i hope.. it will be enjoyable somehow ? guess i will be sleeping at home .. this year everythings different ..

11:23 PM
i miss you, so much.nah